Pemangkin

Caught hubby scrolling down my photos zaman tuk kaduk :p in the Facebook's albums and asked him why. His simple answer : "Time ni nampak kurus sangat.. Tak macam sekarang". I just like "Errr..." *Speechless*

Yes. I gained a lot of weight after married life. Previously I was 43kg only! (BMI Underweight with my height 154cm). Eventhough I tried so hard to reach 45kg so that my BMI normal, I loved my figure. Slim and slender (except for some buncit part haha but still, I can cover it :p), easier to purchase any type of dresses and beautiful blouses. I can wear a lot of choices including body con dress!  And finally I achieved that 45kg before getting married, still in good figure.

I dunno whether there is a curse on a married lady - to put on weight! :p. Few months after being puan, I keep gaining weight, till 49kg! Common words (or ayat sedapkan hati je? huhu), because we are in happy state. Bahagia, senang hati.. Tu sebab gemuk. I thought so. Haha.

Eventhough I only gained 4kg from my previous weight, my size of figure affected. My choice of clothes were limited. No more body con dresses and super fit jeans. I had to wear loose blouses to cover up my extra fat and need to buy new jeans since my current jeans were torn at the 'kelengkang' part - sebab kau gemuk, paha besar. So bila jalan, paha bergesel, lama-lama seluar pun terkoyak. Okay memalukan :(.

Now, I gained another extra 10kg since pregnant, which my latest weight is 58.15kg (27weeks)! I am okay with that actually because hey I am carrying our baby and amniotic fluid! Plus I need to eat extra portion for the baby inside *ok alasan* but when I found out hubby adores me more with 43kg, I know I need to do something (Thats the sign babe. Ni baru 27 weeks. 40 weeks berapa pulak berat kau?)

So my resolution now is to lose all extra fat and target back to 43kg. My only chance is during confinement. I hope I can survive with a strict do and don'ts so that I can achieve my target - InshaAllah. Demi suami tercinta *bersemangat!* :)